wint a.k.a ah guan

2005-07-10T00:10:00.000-07:00

one week passed so quickly.. and it is NDP today again.. haix.. it was quite a tough training for me as i jus confirmed i am not pregnant.. (u know rite.. i am lame..) den my life is v difficult at padang.. where toilet breaks are limited.. and e whole place is so stuffy and warm.. how do i survive?

had cramps e whole morning.. and din have appetite to eat that "delicious" lunch.. pain pain pain.. is what i know.. my face was quite black.. first run was damn disaster.. they asked us to march in so many times under that blazing sun.. siao.. it was nv so hot before.. and we marched and marched and marched.. until they shuang.. i endured all e way and din fall out.. yay~

when went back to holding area that time felt better.. not much pain liao.. and we had ice MILO .. whoa.. shuang.. muahaha.. dinner was untouched too.. all 4 of us couldn't eat that thing.. and we decided to briing home e dinner.. and went e NE show.. where e innocent pri 5s come to watch e parade.. only half came.. cos e venue too small and seats are limited.. so e NE show is divided to 2 times..
it was quite fun.. to watch e parachute and planes flew past.. den finally it is over.. and it is go home time! we ate our dinner on e bus~ v interesting.. by that time we were all hungry..

reached home quite early.. den heard a devsastating news.. one of e guy on e parachute was blown away by wind and landed too fast.. unfortunately.. he broke his lower limb.. v poor thing lehs.. that means he cannot participate in this activity anymore.. even he has recovered.. he participated in NDP 7 times liao and had ard 850 flights.. whao.. really sad.. i pray for him..

][ah guan][

2005-07-02T23:48:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel like blogging.. thou i feel so sleepy sia.. hahaz..

today got ndp rehearsal again.. this is e 2nd time we went padang.. heng nv make us wear full u cos e sun is blazing high in e afternoon.. l0lx.. yest slept v earli.. before 10 lehs.. which is v surprising.. later e parade i stand until go hibernation.. hee.. oso cos e whole week i busy chiong holiday hmwk.. den not enough sleep..

woke up at 8.. feeling quite shuang.. den met up with e others go guide house earlier to buy badges for e company.. v the expensive lehs.. costed us $80++.. haix.. after that took bus to rest area.. in e end clashed with dragon boat fest.. so many ppl sia.. den we no place to sit lehs.. the YAs made us sit at a deserted glassland with numerous insects and spiders roaming around us.. it was a torture.. luckily they found a place for us.. although v restricted but at least better den e stupid grass.. l0lx..

we ate pizza for lunch.. shiok.. v nice.. pizza nice only.. e bread was.. erm.. hahax.. den we went for e v torturing run.. when the sun is shining overhead.. haix.. no choice.. as u know.. guides are v slow in everyth.. including walking to padang.. that's why we ended up running all e way.. singing some songs oso.. siao.. sweating like mad.. but reach there better.. drank some H2O and popped sweets in my mouth for e glucose.. haha..
they made us did e march in 3 times!!!!!!!!! so bad one.. 3rd time we stood for abt 15-20min.. it seemed longer when standing under e sun.. tried hard to open my eyes.. feeling so warm.. like fying myself using e heat from e sun.. i need water! when i suddenly realised that e red cross beside us had chance to drink water although they were standing in sediya position!!!! their trainers passed water to them!!!!!!!!! arghhh!!!! i tried not to look but it was really tempting..

finally that run was over and we went back to our holding area.. dun understand why we were always rushing and running.. this time we moved back to our original place.. cos those ppl go liao.. hahax.. went to get milo and saw my les.. caibao.. after that managed to stuffed e dinner in my mouth and went for e last run..~

e last run was funn! cos is full run.. like full run more.. cos there is no sun!! saw e parachutes.. den our turn.. i glanced at e choir for entertainment.. if not sure die of bordem.. today got some ppl watching.. they quite enthu.. got cheer for ppl.. e plane part was so0o0o0o loud that my ear drums nearly broke.. l0l.. it was finally over.. and we went back.. again run+walk back.. maybe becos e army officer legs too long liaox.. walk too fast.. he walk fast=we run..
before we left e place.. we were issued e new set of uniform.. dun think they so good lo.. cos that is for LOAN only.. haha.. they say guide house no $$$.. excuses lo..

i seriously think that we went in e wrong bus.. as in all e v v v enthu ones were in e same bus as us.. den they were like so0o0o0o hyper when i was trying to get some silence.. they sing sing sing.. and cheer cheer cheer.. think they were even louder den the airplanes.. l0lx.. today no energy.. if not might enthu with them..
finally got back to jurong east mrt station.. which is jus 15min away from my house..

whoa.. jus realised now so late le.. i wana go sleep l0oo! nite nite.. zZzZzZzZzz..

][wint][

initial D

2005-06-21T23:54:00.000-07:00

arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel so happi today.. cos i finally get to see JAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shuang~~~~~~~~~~~ muahahaha..

today guides quite ok.. made them wear full u.. for no reason.. hee.. i took pics of guides when they are marching.. hahax.. they had no choice but to let me take cos in squad CANNOT move.. muahaha.. take until v shuang.. taught sec ones a new command.. but few came only.. rui yin.. ping tian and hui ping went for dental check up den din come back for guides le.. blehx.. but dun think can escape.. next time still muz stay back and redo what we did today.. those nv bring beret kena punished.. write lines and 1500 word essay.. haix.. poor thing.. but next time they will rmb..
after marching.. went for lessons.. 3 ppl teach together still took abt 2 and a half hours.. they took test straight away.. v diff sia.. sure many ppl fail de..cos nv pay attention in class!!!!!!!!

after guides.. me.. huishin and wankee went for NPCC's POP.. it was quite a disaster for them cos..
1. it was raining
2. they allow ppl to wear home clothes with asking permisssion from mrs terrance.. as a result.. all ppl wearing home clothes were chased home..
3. few ppl watched their parade and performance..
4. too much food..

because of not wearing sch based clothes.. shimah they all we not allowed to go sch.. they had to watch their parade from the HDB flat opp. sch..lolx.. they oso made us take refreshments for them to eat.. hahax.. quite fun.. stupid guard ar.. so strict..

den i went to meet cai bao to go see initial D actors.. including JAY.. edison.. shawn yue.. Ah B.. and Anthony wong..
we went orchard mrt to meet with fion and cyc.. (in e end he really got go..) den fion led us to shaw house there.. we arrived at ard 6pm.. already got lots of ppl!!!!!!!!! quite scary.. and confusing.. cos there is a long 200m red carpet walk and a stage.. we decided to stay at e stage there.. found a comfatable area to stand and started our wait..we were quite near e stage.. can c v clearly.. a lot better den i thought.. hahax..

an hour and a half passed.. finally got pei fen and li yi came up the stage to entertain us.. leg pain already.. but endure.. they tok tok tok non-stop.. for a long time.. den got 933 and 98.7 DJs came to watch e preview as well.. argh.. i dun hav e tix.. haix.. den they started to give out gifts by asking Qs.. we wasn't interested.. first to come was edison with his 2 bosses.. edison is CUTEEE.. although a bit bold.. still quite cute la.. he tok in chi very e weird.. lolx.. den he v nice to his fans de.. got shake hand.. took photos and sign autographs to those "lucky" ones standing at e red carpet.. so i din get a chance..

up next was Ah B.. zhong zheng tao.. sian diao..~

and shawn yue~ oso quite cute.. but i was already dying of waiting so long for jay..

den Anthony wong.. wear v tight clothes.. blehx.. :X

expectedly.. jay was e last~~~~~~ but e most exciting part!!! SHUAI sia!~ first time seeing him.. shuang! he look weirder den i thought.. wore flowery shirt.. got moustache.. hee.. looks more man.. head is bigger den i thought.. and.. e weiredest thing is that he looks taller in person!!! can see v clearly from my place.. my eyes focused on him for ard 5 mins.. and he went.. blehx..

after that.. it was 9++ liao.. we decided to go cineleisure and eat.. jap food.. and someth gross happened.. cyc could not finish his soup and guess wat.. we started adding "ingredients" in it.. including wasabi.. lemon.. e sauce.. fish.. ice.. etc to it and played scissors paper stone.. e loser will drink it.. wha lao.. gross lo.. and e "lucky" person is caibao.. gong xi gong xi.. she drank but started to vomit.. yuck..
* for those reading my blog.. for ur own safety.. u are not encouraged to try this experiment.. =)

2005-06-20T02:30:00.000-07:00

haix.. holiday going to over le.. arghhhh.. like nv even rest.. still got one more week to chiong all my hmwk.. (untouched..) lolx.. sian.. oso got 2 projects doing in process.. hist and geog.. sian lo.. all humanities.. spent my whole day reading thru that stupid germany hist book.. looking for my source.. but yi wu suo you.. others all found theirs liaox.. from e net.. but dunno why i feel like finding one from book.. if not all from net v weird.. hais.. tml still have to write a write up on that source.. sian diao..
and now is 2.23am.. and i am still using e com.. writing my blog.. all thanks to my les.. who is now using MY phone to tok.. -_-" more den an hour passed le.. i am waiting for her.. waiting for her..
cai bao came to do e heymath tests.. siao one.. all so difficult.. got 11 in total man! argh................ have to chiong next time.. see her do i more excited..
now trying to force my eyes open.. thinking of initial D.. muahaha.. tot can see jay on tues.. but... but... but... but... but... stupid N***!!!!!!!! actually can go queue earlier but because of them... i have to go later!!!!! grrrrrr......
finally................... finally................. she hang e phone le!!!!!!!! celebration!!!! muahahaha.. the time is 2.28am.. morning!
she now got a lot of energy~ win lo.. got to do heymath again.. haix.. haix.. byexxxxx...

][guan][

2005-05-28T09:30:00.000-07:00

holidays is here but i am not at all happy.. so long nv update blog le... cos v busy and sian.. today i supposed to go ndp de.. budden stomach ache.. now still v pain la.. *u know what hor..* actually i feel like going cos firstly.. i scared later learn new things den i dunno.. but i know my ndp mates will help me look out de.. secondly.. i being e i/c should yi shen zuo ze ma.. feel v guilty if i dun go.. it is damn pain now.. wana scold valgur liaox~ but luckily now come.. if camp come hor.. i die.. muahaha..

yest took back my results.. sux lo.. my grades dropped so much since last year.. had to bring my grandma to sch for e parent teacher meet in order to get back my report book.. so ma fan.. den mrs yeo and mrs ng and my grandma start to blah blah blah.. say my eng not good.. chem not good.. A maths not good.. wah lao.. why teachers and parents nv wana mention e better subj and focus on all e bad ones.. but mrs yeo and mrs ng had to speak chi.. sounded v werid.. hee.. but my gran got influenced by them and started to nag nag nag.. asking me to study.. diao.. so sian.. that is a "great thing" e principal did to arrange this meet the parents session..

basically.. i am extremely not satisfied with my results this year.. now my class position is 10.. wat e.. cqy is 6 lehs.. i used to beat him de.. now.. hais.. my L1R5 is 14.. again sux.. but what mrs yeo said in e report book is v funny.. she say i v quiet!!!!! dotx.. nvm.. she did not have enough communication with us..

recently quite busy over girl guides thingy.. but not as busy as poor wankee.. she sort of has to plan everyth.. i oso dunno how to help out.. cos my com v lousy.. dun even have microsoft word or printer.. can only help her to brainstorm.. sorry hor.. feel v guilty.. nvm.. i will help u shout in camp ba.. my grands will help to cook 2 lunches during e camp.. arigato! and i would like to thank wankee for being such a good leader and had to plan a lot of things on her own.. THANK YOU! =P
actually being an ex-co is nothing good.. u can try asking wankee.. plan every training.. camp and kena all e scolding from teachers.. after every training.. we are the most tired ppl.. cos all brain cells burst liao.. esp training this company.. what we want is jus self discipline.. this is e most impt task a uniform group have to fulfill and yet.. i dun think we have it.. that's why we need to train them.. i hope they wun hold gruges against us after e camp but most likely it will happen.. nvm.. let's look on e bright side.. and hope nth goes wrong in e camp..

][guan having stomach ache][

2005-05-14T15:56:00.000-07:00

finally.. we only left e last paper.. bio.. we have 3 days to study.. but others end their exams on fri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den they have 3 days of freedom before us!~ grrr....
last week's exams was quite a disaster..

**mon**

chemistry.. my zhi ming shang.. think i will fail chem again.. i studied for it but i jus cannot finish e paper.. left a whole Q blank.. 10+ marks.. den oso got a lot dunno how to do de.. 1h 30min got 3 booklets to complete.. where got like that de.. mrs yeo wana stretch us so much ar? my hands were trembling when doing e paper.. almost wana cry out le.. haix.. do i have to console myself that it is still e "transition period" now..

**tues**

another scary subj.. A maths.. tues after sch me and wankee met ms tan and we had last min tuition.. bwahaha.. den whole day did maths and nth but maths.. mrs leong set de lehs.. no need to think oso will know how "easy" can it be.. hais.. in e end.. it came out to be what we expected.. weird Qs.. left e last Q undone.. dunno what it toking abt.. hais.. but i tried my best to finish it..

**wed**

maths again.. E maths.. actually frankly speaking.. maths was e easiest to prepare for exams.. all u have to do is keep on practising and practising.. no need to memorise anyth except e formulas.. haha.. this time round no ms tan to help us.. but less stress cos not mrs leong set de.. muahaha... paper 1 came out to be easy.. easy but easy to have careless mistakes as well.. hais.. but paper 2 was.. diao.. much tougher.. dunno whether i drew e graph correctly.. hais.. dun care..
**thurs**

this was when memory work comes again..
ss and cme.. went to memorise e countries divided again.. den read conflicts among countries.. dun think i can understand.. hope it wun come out.. but it did.. wat de.. somemore came out for source based.. die lor.. anyhow do.. jus knew that i was writing and writing non-stop.. dun wana repeat e same mistake for hist.. cos cannot finish hist.. luckily got finish in time.. hope i din miss out anyth.. cme paper was quite slack.. finished in abt 15min.. den went to sleep.. raffeak (dunno whether spelt correctly..) invigilated us.. he sux lor.. scolded us over small small matters.. like white board nv clean.. den got one piece of paper in e floor oso wana scold.. wah lao.. discipline teacher have e privilage to anyhow scold students ar? scold scold scold.. later one day he no voice ar.. haha.. after exams.. wankee and huishin came my house and we slacked for sometime.. whole day did nth but slack.. haha..

**fri**

e ndp in charge msg me.. we got training on wed!!!!!!!!!!!!! tian ar.. they change sat to wed..diao.. but one good thing is.. we can pon sch!!! muahaha.. no la.. actually is leave sch at 10am.. shuang.. but go home at nite.. diao.. den ah bao called me say ms ritz finished marking geog le.. no one from out class failed!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!! heng ar.. it seems like our class is stronger in humanities.. hee.. i heard ms tan oso finish marking our E maths paper.. haix.. wo dui bu qi ta.. lol..
started a bit on bio.. cos i slept until 1.30pm!! hee.. lazy pig.. wankee and huishin went lib nv call me!! yao si ar.. nvm la.. jk..

**sat**

continued to study bio lo.. so sian.. heard that it is quite a tough paper.. but jus dun gave me 3 booklets again.. haha.. like how to finish? hais.. nvm.. so many days of exams i managed to struggle thru.. now left one more day.. jia you!

][ah guan][

2005-05-08T18:40:00.000-07:00

to update on u guys.. i'll write a short entry... paiseh ar.. so long nv update.. cos now having exam fever.. struggling thru each and every subj.. e worst had already passed.. eng.. HMT.. geog and hist.. couldn't rmb how i survived through.. amazing.. haha..
tml is my zhi ming shang.. chem paper.. i never pass chem before.. and now is MYE.. dun have any confidence at all.. at most fail again den mus well drop this subj.. hais.. if i manage to pass.. it will be a moment to rmb.. haha..
after chem still got 2 deadly subj.. A and E maths..
den social studies..
and bio..
follow by freedom.. muahaha..
think too far le.. =(

oh yar.. btw.. today is mother's day!
happy mother's day to my lao ma who is now still in america.. take care!

][wint][

2005-04-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

i FAILED my chem again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
why?? why?? why??
mei ban fa.. too stupid..
all multiple choice i oso can fail.. haha..
did some reflection on my back home..
i jus dun understand e concepts..
than mid year how??
sure will go find tuition teacher after mid year..

becoming more and more stressed up..
mid year will be here next week..

** countdown **
7 more days

2005-04-14T22:02:00.000-07:00

wah lao..
think i kena virus again in my com..
forget it..
bringing it to reload again soon..
why i so stupid!?!?!?
every time shang dang de..

time passes by v slowly today..
cos there were lessons until 3.3o..
and in one day..
4 tests are announced..
including e common test.. there will be 5 tests which dues next week..
ma ah..
2 weeks to mid year..
haix..
haven even start proper revision..
preparing to fail more subj..

tml is even more sian..
got guides..
marching marching marching..
before that got NAFA!!!!
hope i can pass..
but i am more worried for e 2.4km run..
which will be on next fri..
blehx!!!

some good news..
our sch won 5 gold for SYF this year again...
yeah!
tml will have drama and dance performance ba..

][wint][

stressed....**

2005-04-13T22:02:00.000-07:00

story.....::

Jin and I are best frens.. we do anything that best frens do together..
One day, i realisedthat i actually fell for him...
so i decided to confess to him one nite where we camped with other frens.
he readily agreed to be my Boyfren...

Soon we started doing the usual stuffs that couples do..
watching movies, having strolls in park, eating together, going to the beach..
but life was not as fun when we are still best fren..
we're not as close as we used tobe when we're still best frens..
he doesnt tok much or continued sharing his problems with mi..
and so i tot he is not a suitable or loving boyfren..
but i quietly kept this on my mind..

But since the day he became my boyfren, i would always recieve a small teddy bear frm him... At first i thought it was lovely, but then i wondered why he would give me this..
One day, i was walking alone in the park we both frequent..
Then i saw Jin together with another gal there..
I crept near them softly overheard him saying "i love u' to the gurl.
I was enraged that i run home immediately..

Jin never said he love me all the while when wer'e boyfren and gurlfren.
Then at midnite one day, he came to my house and passed me another teddy bear that he used to give me everyday..
then said "Sorry, i forgotten to giv this to you today."
his presence only made mi even more angry
so i shouted at him, "Why u alwiz giv methis crap? All i wan to hear from u is, I love you,that's it, izit too hard???"

Jin kept quiet.
He took my hand and place the teddy bear on my palm and left..
i threw the teddy bear into my wardrobe.
The next day, Jin asked me out.
We met at e bus stop near my house..
he handed mi a big teddy bear but i threw the teddy to the middle ofthe road as i still couldnt get over eincident.

He remained quiet and went to pick up theteddy.
He didnt realised a truck was coming towards him.
I shouted repeatedly to warn him but he just turned back and smiled at me, and...........................*Bang*.
"JIN!!!!!!" I cried...
the nex minute i know,he was lyingon the road, the teddy in his hands covered with blood.
He was sent to the hospital but in the end...

i still lost him...

i've losthim FOREVER...

after attending his funeral, i went back home and took out all the teddy bears he gav me since the day we bcame gfbf...
i counted theteddies one by one...1...2....3...101...230....300..364...
and the last teddy bear he gave me covered with his blood was the 365th...
it has alreadly been a year we bcome bfgf...
i squeezed the teddy as my tear sflowed....
suddenly...

*I love you~*

*I love you~*

i was shocked..
i looked at the teddies...
took one of it, and pressed its tummy..

*I love you~*

i tried each and every teddy he gav me...

*I love you~*

*I love you~*

*I love you~*

*I love you~*

*I love you~*

*I love you~*

......................and the biggest was the last teddy Jingav me, I squeezed his big tummy...

*felicia, today is our very firstanniversary.....
i hope to love you today
tommoro
the day after and forever........
I love you....*

i dropped the teddy........
i never realised thatJin had actually told me those words..
every single day....
till now...
i slowly picked up the teddy and whispered to the teddy's ear..

"i love you too, Jin..and i always did........"

2005-04-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

whoa.. realised i so long nv update bloggie le.. paiseh ar..
recently busy and lazy to online.. :X
studied e stupid HMT common test until mad..
tues nite celebrated iyn's birthday..
did someth lame..
and used e pandan cake to replace birthday cake..
feel v guilty towards iyn..
she put in a lot of effort to celebrate my birthday..
but i cannot do much..
my time is limited..
li bu cong xin..
but i will bu chang once i have time..
so iyn.. wait for mee~

yest kena scolded twice..
mrs leong and mrs loh..
v scary.. dunno mrs leong oso know how to scold ppl de..
only dunno got maths grp study ma..
but i felt guilty lehs..
sorry ms tan..
but my maths sux..

tues guides got games day..
we organise until siaox..
ex-co need to do labour work..
diaox~
wankee was v hyper and busy..
kept running ard..
den think mrs loh pms..
v bad mood..
still angry abt e silver award..
this year we die liao.. die die mus get gold.. :X

today got scolding again.. from mr ng..
he v v v seldom scold ppl de..
but this time he sounded v serious and angry..
wana know what happened?
jia chou bu ke wai yang..

i slept until 7.30pm today..
shuang..
so long nv sleep until like that le.. :D

to make up for e lost entries..
read e story above..
kinda sad..

][guan][

2005-04-04T19:00:00.000-07:00

][sat][

i thought i would not have any mood to celebrate my birthday as i was really unwell.. i din have any appetite to eat or go out.. iyn actually wanted to treat me dinner.. but i just couldn't get myself out of e house.. instead.. we went hawker centre there buy food go back for lao nai lao ye.. cos it was lao nai's birthday too.. i bought porridge for myself.. pathetic..

went home and ate my chicken porridge.. could not even finish half of it.. hais.. den i struggled until 12am.. iyn gave me a surprise!! she bought a piece of cake and we went downstairs to eat. although it was a little scary.. going out at 12+.. but it was fun.. she oso gave me a hand made box with a card.. ah bao called me and we chattered for awhile before sleeping at 1+..

2005-04-04T04:00:00.000-07:00

][sun][

had a prob compeleting my hmwk.. cos din touch anyth yet.. having headache.. wankee decided to come my house!!!!!!~ actually huishin they all should be coming too but due to some prob.. only wankee made it.. she managed to catch a good "R(A)" movie by me and iyn.. lolx... den iyn went to sao mu... and we did hmwk.. ~ sian.. i had a lot to catch up.. but wankee waited for me.. :D she designed a new hairstyle for me.. "cun gu" diaox~ i oso helped her "iron" her hair straight.. heehee.. fun.. she ate my house's zhao pai dish.. and we ate my birthday cake!!!~ yummy.. although i still dun have much appetite.. but who can resist a birthday cake?? lolx..

2005-04-01T21:18:00.000-08:00

so many days nv update liaox.. cos this week was so damn busy..

and now.. i am sick.....

today got bio test.. more diff den e previous one.. got a few Q dunno how to do.. haix.. dun care.. actually can go home v earli de.. but met with an incident.. hee.. dun expect me to write here.. :D den me and wankee went pop.. i bought e turtle same as astrea!!!!!!!! so0o0o0o0o0o cute..~ i call him "ba dan".. kawaii.. den wankee oso bought a penguin.. oso v cute.. we v bo liao.. i paid for hers and she paid for mine for e same price.. den i give her and she give me.. hahax..

today is april fool's day.. glor sent me an april fool msg at 12am while i was soundly asleep.. lolx.. den i got fooled by haresh first thing in e morning.. and e whole of 3/2 kena fooled my ms tan!?!?!?! she pro lehs.. told us there will be an relocation of classes for maths! den she even flashed e name list of who going which class to us.. i was v happy cos i stay in 3/2 and wankee same class as me.. everyone got into discussions and finally she scrolled up and "happy april's fool!" i was so shocked at first.. den realised i was so stupid to believe such a thing.. lolx..

went home and again got fooled by lao nai and iynix!!!!!! how come i so easily fooled..? brain not working well le..

today whole day i was sneezing and sneezing.. when i went home.. realised i am sick.. kept on using tissues in e end whole dustbin flooded.. and my nose was dropping off lo.. xin ku lehs.. and i so sway.. tml got ndp training.. den sun is my birthday.. actually preparing to go out tml with iyn to eat.. hope i can get well before tml morning.. if not how am i going to survive through e pervertic training lehs? swallowed some med.. feeling drowsy le.. sleeping soon..

*sniff sniff*

2005-03-28T00:22:00.000-08:00

The heart is the place where we live our passions.
It is frail and easily broken, but wonderfully resilient.
There is no point in trying to deceive the heart.
It depends upon our honesty for its survival.

if that is e case.. mine is dying...

][wint][

2005-03-27T15:22:00.000-08:00

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty.

He said no.

She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.

He said no.

She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away.

He again said no.

She had heard too much.

She needed to leave.

As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told er to stay.

He said, "You're not pretty, your beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

2005-03-26T00:34:00.000-08:00

today was quite a day of disaster..

went out with iynix today in e afternoon.. it was not v pleasant.. firstly.. i bought some things from e pop while she handed something to her fren.. den we went wisma there and planned to cut hair.. but it was damn ex lo.. shoulder length there is $37 liaox.. den my hair length lehx.. go rob e bank better.. so we tried going 'reds'.. last time iyn go cut de.. in e end dunno why their prices rised up to $40++.. we were so fed up.. den finally i deceided go back wisma there cut.. but e ppl there were like heck care us.. leave us there at e counter for so long lo..

fine la.. dun cut liaox la.. ma fan.. den iyn was pissed off.. i was a little too.. but had to stay calm.. if not 2 frustrated ppl will end up more frustrated.. so we went cine there.. looking for movie to watch.. but all like so sian.. and somemore so ex today.. we had no choice but to go home..

but e time still earli.. so we went IMM to see Ben shi wen bin.. luckily we were just on time.. phew~ e number of ppl was so pathetic.. really little.. pei fen so poor thing.. e atmosphere was so 'leng' and she tired her best to make those fan scream.. but was no use..
den when he finally came.. there was little scream.. but he shuai la.. sing xian chang v nice.. got feeling..

at night.. iyn called me downstairs talk.. this was when prob started again.. she started crying.. i am scared when i see ppl cry.. it was e prob between 'him' and her again lo.. i really can't give much advice.. cos he is attached to somebody else le.. it is not easy to win him over if their love towards each other is true.. why does she have to go thru all e pain to love him? wei shen me yao rang zi ji na me tong ku? i think this is not worth it..

some words from me to iyn..

__*Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while. *__

gal ar.. dun be sad k? try to think things positively.. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi ma.. dun think too much and rmb that i am always ard when u need me.. sui chuan sui dao! :D cheer up and stay cute!

think i need to end liaox.. haedache.. cos sleepy..
dunno why.. i am feeling sad too..

**They say loving you is my biggest mistake but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? If ever I made a mistake, its not that I love you, its thinking that someday you'll love me too...**

][wint][

2005-03-25T22:18:00.000-08:00

it's good fri today!~ happy holidays! finally can take a break from sch.. e first week after e hols was v busy as usaul.. in 4 days.. we had 3 tests.. haix.. for eng.. ms lim forgot to tell us what would be coming out and we onli found out on e day of e common test.. den everyone was busy memorising e format for functional writing.. :X
for bio.. it was worse.. i spent e whole night before to write notes and memorise.. in e end vitamins came out for e open ended Q.. i was like shocked.. of all.. vitamins came out! and it was e topic our grp did for bio proj.. and guess what.. i forgot everyth.. cos i go memorise all those carbo.. fats and proteins.. and i mixed up vitamin C and D.. haix..
lastly for A maths.. it was e worst.. terrible and horrible!~ i revised until 2+ e night before but it did not came to use!~ my logarithmns has no hope le.. i almost stuck for all Q! went blank when i saw those questions.. i am definately failing this test.. :X

nvm.. it was already over.. next week oso got 3 tests.. ss.. HMT and bio.. dotx.. mid year is coming and e teachers are still not letting us off.. test somemore lo.. but lucky this long weekend not much hmwk.. did maths until 2am yest and managed to finish all hmwk this morning.. but still got cme project haven done.. and i haven start my revision.. caibao kept on reminding me that mid year is coming.. she is doing a countdowm already.. diao~

tml going out with iynix to orchard area.. accompany her go for haircut.. hmm.. maybe i should shave my head bold and become nun instead.. haix.. so stressed..

2005-03-21T23:00:00.000-08:00

jus realised that i got so many days nv update blog liaox.. cos lazy.. :P
today is e first day of e term.. sianx.. holidays went past so quickly.. haven even got enough rest.. :D den had to wake up earli again.. hate to wake up earli cos i would miss my bed.... :(

during e hols.. a big ba0 came my hse for camp !~ for 2 days 2 nights.. one red cross camp not enough ar?.. lolx.. ah ba0 came "disturb" me e v next day after her cca camp.. hmm.. i v kind-hearted de.. shou liu ta.. den we did hmwk and watched hong lou meng.. den i guess she love my bed too much.. e moment she lie on my bed.. zZzZzzZz liaox.. :D i secretly took a pic of her!!~ hee.. those interested to see can come find me.. muahaha..

she very e smart lehs.. my com browser got prob den she helped me solved it!!~ **muackxx** den she did e heymath online assignment in less den half an hour's time!!!!! somemore get full marks.. win lo.. :X

sat got ndp training again.. a bit slack as compared to e previous one.. it was e selection again.. den all 5 of us sort of confirmed in e actual marching contigent.. yeah!~ den they suddenly v good to us.. this sat no training.. break one week.. shiok.. cos this week oso can skip PE.. heehee.. shuang dao~

during e hols.. i got attracted to e hong lou meng vcd~ unbelievable! at first it was so sianx.. now find it v interesting.. but no time to watch finish.. trying v hard to.. e story is getting more exciting.. esp e love story of bao ge ge and lin mei mei.. :D

today sch was v sian.. [sianzations...] cos first thing that welcome us was e hong lou meng test results.. heng got pass.. but v scary.. den immediately after.. ms ridz returned our geog common test.. diao~ another disaster.. i need another half mark to get A!!!!! grrrr... nvm..

today is fion's birthday~ den tml is pamela's.. forgot to bring both huishan and fion's birthday present!!! argh!!! cos no time to wrap.. and did until so ugly.. blehx..

tml is eng common test and no one from e sec 3s knew what will be tested.. had no idea at all.. no eng today.. and no chance to bump into ms lim.. think i will get a shock when i see e paper.. cos no mental preparation... aiya.. dun care..

i wana sleep..... so sleepy.. but i wana finish wrapping huishan's birthday present first.. cos owe too long le.. later dun have that birthday "atmosphere" liaox.. what theroy is that? my theory.. :D byexx

][ah guan dozing off soon][

2005-03-15T23:10:00.000-08:00

y0p~ quite long nv update blog le.. den saw my tagboard kena flooded.. -.-" lol..
had been so slack these 2 days.. yest went out with iynix.. my purpose was to shop for present and take a break at e same time.. we did loads of things a day..!

1. watch movie.. [a series of unfortunate events] it was not bad.. quite nice and humourous movie.. at first i couldn't make up my mind whether to watch husk moving castle or a series of unfortunate events.. in e end shun qi zi ran.. we managed to reach cineleisure at 11am sharp.. e time e movie starts.. lolx.. like "gan qu tou tai".. no time to buy snacks and drinks.. haha..
2. take neoprint.. this is e normal procedure we have to go through everytime we go orchard.. take neoprint! e machine we chose sux cos e pen lousy.. hais.. but nvm.. gain exerience.. haha..
3. eat lunch.. we ate ljs for lunch.. before we carry out our next plan.. hehe..
4. go KTV.. this was the best part and the worst part.. we planned to sing from 2-7pm.. e normal package we always sing de.. den e person kept on changing our room.. from small to big.. and big to small again.. dotx.. v fun ar? waste our time.. when we finally settle down.. time was reaching 3pm liaox.. and our room was situated jus beside e so call customer service room.. dunno whatever u call that.. den it means our "sweet" voice would be heard by ppl inside!! wah lao.. paiseh lehx.. at first we dun dare sing loud.. in e end heck care lahx.. they go deaf not my prob.. heehee.. when we sing sing until v shuang that time.. e person came in told us our time is until 5pm only!!!! how come lehs? cos we went in at 1.55pm.. which was not counted as e package we wanted.. cos that one starts at only 2pm~ den ours is counted from 1.55pm to 5pm!!! what e.. 5 min earlier oso mus count ar? so we bo bian.. came out lo.. i will rmb cine K box de.. grr..
5. shopping.. so we came out at 5pm and went shopping at heeren.. nth much to shop.. but i bought birthday presents for astrea.. fion.. and huishan.. regarding what it is........ that's for me to know and for u to find out.. muahaha..
6. went harbour front.. u mus be thinking why we went harbour.. cos i accompany iyn there to her workplace to take someth..
7. plaza sing.. we went PS to shop more.. muahaha.. bought some d.i.y thingy.. but dun think got time to do.. iyn bought eyeshadow..
8. go home!! finally it was go home time.. we were damn tired.. i almost slept on e mrt.. by e time we reached home.. 9+ liaox..

that was all yest.. today i fulfilled my wish of watching husk moving castle!!!!~ yeah! me.. astrea and wankee went to sch today in e morning for maths remedial.. it was supposed to be one.. but there was no teacher present.. ms tan nv come!!!~ b0o.. we had no choice but to do ourselves lo.. astrea was not feeling well but i gave her her B'day present liaox.. (i did it overnight yest after i went home.. lol) made her open infront of me.. muahaha..
we managed to do some maths and eng.. not bad not bad.. saw shimah and hamidah they all oso doing group study.. oso saw red cross having camp.. in sch.. ah bao's lian se was terrible.. she looked like she jus got raped.. :X wankee and i stared at her for quite a long time but she no expression de.. quite scary.. poor bao.. sure kena bullied de..

after our sort of group study.. me and wankee went to watch movie~ it was real nice.. v long lehs.. excatly 2 hours!~ sit until backside pain.. :X but really worth it lahx.. v humourous and touching..
den we went pop.. and had a great discovery.. which i am too lazy to type liaox.. *yawn* v sleepy le.. next time got time den write ba.. nite nite..

*][wint aka ah guan][*

2005-03-12T19:28:00.000-08:00

feeling so sianxXx today.. having some sort of mood swing.. tried to stay cheerful but found it not easy..
had e 3rd ndp training today at yuhua.. i went to e wrong place to meet again.. 2nd time liaox.. i tot is meet outside yuhua sec bus stop cos i only know how to go there.. din know there is another bus stop behind e sch.. i was so damn stupid and silly lo.. sitting ther at e bus stop at 8 and waited like a fool.. when they were all at e other side.. i seldom go jurong west de.. so i am jus a "lu chi" there.. i tried calling but cannot reach them.. haix.. in e end i had to wait where i was.. after training astrea showed me e bus stop where i supposed to go.. realised i was jus too stupid lo.. thankx ast..~ *muackxX* [btw.. ast birthday is tml! happy earli birthday~]

today is e day for e selection.. and e training was so tough and tiring lo.. we marched as a whole squad of 100+ ppl.. they hentak us for a v long time until they shuang.. and they are nv satisfied.. somemore we were not allowed to move.. but i was sweating all over.. and e sweat drops were tickling my face.. den we went on hentak for half of e training.. i almost wana punch ppl liao..
den after e break.. is e real selection.. they march us around e parade square.. den e YAs stood ard and tired tp spot weak ones.. they got 2 ppl ard me got "caught".. phew.. they v cold blooded lehs.. jus sand in front of e person and say "fall out".. in e end.. finally got ard 98 ppl.. i was e last row last person.. lol.. haha.. den same row as huishin and fion.. they oso made us stood still like a statue for ard 15 min.. den 2 ppl fainted!~ my gosh.. no wonder they say girl guides fainting in ndp is nth surprising.. :X

den before they dismissed us.. they asked for some feedbacks.. they say they purposely made today's training tough.. cos other army instructors will take over us soon.. they might be even stricter.. we were dismissed quite late.. cos ther were ppl shooting crows in sch.. diaox~

went to meet iynix after that.. we din stay outside v long cos my boots were hurting me.. ouch.. they were so many ppl eating lunch den we had no choice but to take away.. den she went my hse eat.. and i watched tv until 5pm.. muahaha.. e happy sunday was so funny that my stomach aches after laughing too hard.. lol.. that made me feel better.. but still quite moody today.. dun understand..

jus now tried to find e heymaths webbie.. charlene v smart.. found it before me.. :D den realised the "march holiday assignment" is actually an one hour test! i dun dare to go in cos scared later cannot come out den have to finish e test.. i am not ready yet~

think i am going to slack thru this weekend first..

*[ mo0dy ah guan ]*

2005-03-11T19:03:00.000-08:00

weeeeeee~ today is fri! and oso e last day of sch!!! dunno should feel happy anot.. cos e hmwk are stacking sooo high that i dunno what to start first... but today dun care la.. slack slack.. somemore no guides... yeah~ [oso no guides during e hols.. muahaha]

reached home at 3+ today.. stayed in sch for sometime.. trying to find Ms Amy Tan cos we want A maths remedial during e hols.. although a bit siao.. asking for remedial when there isn't any.. but no choice.. my A maths need a lot of polishing.. i need her!

i cheated during PE today.. ran only 2 rounds when i am supposed to run 3.. :D feeling a bit guilty now.. but dunno why.. maybe cos today peiling not feeling well.. den she really looked pale.. den i accompany her dun run.. but that was jus an excuse.. dun think i will ever do it again.. hahax..

we got our progress report today................

it was horrible.. terrible and worse den i thought..

maybe i had too high expectations for myself.. i failed 2 subj!!!!!!!!! and failed terribly.. eng and chem.. esp chem.. F9 lehxXxXx!!!!!! although it is sort of expected liaox.. i jus dun understand why i cannot score for chem.. i understand all concepts but jus cannot ans correctly.. maybe it is a transition period.. like what mrs yeo said.. but it is only to console myself.. think i will need tuition for chem.. my eng almost passed.. others was ok.. except mathx.. that's why i said i need some remedial..
ah bao is inhuman.. her paper is all A1 A1 A1.. L1R4 was 6!!!!! all A1s.. scary..hais.. i mus go and fan xing fan xing.. and do someth during e holidays..

haix.. leave those unhappy things aside first.. tok abt someth more pleasant.. today glor was supposed to come my house.. but SORRY!!! i forgot abt her after i went home... so0o0o0o0o long nv see her le.. now finally after her O.. can meet up xu xu jiu.. but it was all spoilt by meeeee.. peiseh ar! next time treat u go eat..
she is working now.. in a bakery shop.. what a cute job..~ have bread to eat everyday.. :D she did quite well for her O.. better den i expected.. good job glor! (i sound like her teacher..) hope u can work towards ur aims in e future~ *muackxXx*

think i'll stop here today.. cos wana go watch tv liaox.. :D byexx

**did i expect too much from myself? i did my best but i felt disappointed..**
*//wint//*

sianx....

2005-03-07T19:40:00.000-08:00

--*sianx..*--

today was quite peaceful.. but maybe a disaster in disguise.. cos e worst has yet to come..

i found my geog worksheet under my table!!!!!! wana go and die liaox.. yest re-do e worksheet den today found it.. but ms ritz really went thru e ans with us for both e worksheets! heng ar~ if not dunno need to copy what this time liaox..
we got back our class test finally.. 21.5.. diaox.. ok lo.. cos i can do better de.. cos this test is all abt memorising lo.. lolx.. den she say she finished marking e common test liaox.. den it was quite disappointing.. haha.. i wrote a lot of crap.. hope i dun fail..

this week has 4 tests.. no better den e previous weeks.. but his time is 4 in 2 days.. wed got chem re-test and HMT.. den thurs got A maths! and geog! my god.. e chem re-test hor.. v weird lehs.. marks not counted de.. den what for we go re-take.. in e end i still fail.. no logic.. but dun dare to fail again.. later mrs yeo will come running after us with a chopper~ :X
so stressed up..

den today during A maths.. mrs leong tok tok tok non stop in an extremely fast pace and i coundn't understand.. :X dun care la.. den this thurs common test i sure die de.. cos my A maths is terrible.. horrible..! haix..

met a weird bus driver after sch.. i could not cross e road and e 176 was arriving.. den i saw it stopped there.. seemed to be waiting for me.. den when i crossed e road.. e bus still waiting for me lehs.. i was thinking.. whoa.. this driver so good de ar.. den when i got on e bus.. i thanked him and he gave me someth.. when i realised it was a feedback form..~~ he wanted me to comment on his good act.. my gosh.. got other motive de.. :X

went iynix's hse when i reached home to accompany her.. heard she bought my brithday present liaox.. so shocked.. and touched.. muahaha.. thx dar.. u are e earlist.. :D

tonite going to read e hong lou meng liaox.. if not tml after cca sure no energy to read de.. haix... so i wrote my entry earli today.. later wun online le.. sianx..

--*ah guan*--

another day of disaster.. :X

2005-03-07T00:06:00.000-08:00

*another day of disaster.. *

when can i ever have peace? today was quite a terrible day.. i dun understand why geog dun seem to like me.. wo gen ta you chou ar? jus got punished bu ms ritz a few days ago.. copied e whole of unit 5.. now not enough izzit? today jus realised that i lost 2 of my geog hmwk!!!!!! 2 worksheet!! and why must it be geog again out of so many subj?!?!?! i did until so xin ku and i lost it! wana go and die le.. and i cannot photocopy from other cos they all do liaox! i searched all parts of my hse and dig my file 6 times! but good new is.. i still cannot find.. i redo e whole thing again today! what a waste of time.. but maybe ms ritz tml bad mood sud wana check file or hmwk den i die lo.. so no choice but to do again.. wana scold valgur liaox.. grrr..

ok.. mus calm down.. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...

yest was another day slacking.. went for ndp training e second time.. our squad was so0o0o0o big which consisted more den 100 ppl.. den we were divided into small squads.. trained by different YAs.. our squad was e tallest.. heng same squad as huishin and fion.. our YA quite cute.. think she was more nervous den us.. dunno why.. we were considered quite slack compared to e other squads.. (saw wankee's squad hept on hantak..) we were trained 3 by 3.. den stood under e hot sun for quite a long time.. practised standing.. legs v numb.. we had to endure for at least an hour without moving on e actual day.. blehx.. so betta start practising standing like a statue.. lol.. den one thing v funny.. onli our command diff from e others.. we go left.. left.. left right.. haha.. yest was e first selection.. oso dunno how can they select? got sooo many ppl to look out for.. lol.. next week will be another selection.. :X

after e training we were all so tired.. until my brain doesn work well.. went to pop and walked one whole round.. forgetting what i wanted to buy.. went home den i realised i din buy dividers.. win lo.. dun care.. came home slept from 3pm to 6.30pm.. shuang.. muahaha..

i jus started hmwk today when i realised there was quite a lot.. den here comes e case of missing 2 worksheets.. i dun wana play hide and seek with them.. wher can they be??? couldn't possibly dropped while i was walking without me noticing?? or under my table.. haix.. should find one day go and pray to guanyinma liaox.. had been so unlucky..
ah bao a.k.a cai bao came my hse today to disturb me.. haha.. but luckily she did her maths liaox.. den i got reference.. which reminds me of e mrt incident again.. we did hmwk together.. or rather i did my hmwk while she studied for her tests.. cos i was rather slow in doing hmwk.. we watched a 2 episodes for hong lou meng but found it too boring and v hard to understand.. so we decided to watch jay's concert vcd.. shuai.. yuhao kawaii~ *muackxXx*

ah bao saw ah bao's profile at frenster but still dun dare to add him.. haix.. mus be more daring ma.. den she only went home at 10pm.. cos my hse to comfatable le.. muahaha.. she almost wana bring her luggage here.. :D
whoa.. so late le and i din realise i tok so much.. haix.. wana go zZzZzZz liaox.. *yawn* hope my luck can change better next week..

*][wint][* *snoring*

finally....

2005-03-04T23:40:00.000-08:00

*finally...*

finally today is fri!!!! i am so touched.. finally get to slack for a day.. dunno why shimah so good cancelled guides.. muahaha.. [i love her.. muackx~] today i start to change luck le.. had been so unlucky e past 4 days.. yest forgot to bring geog file kena punished.. copied e whole of unit 5.. pro.. but today i managed to reach home at 2pm!!! that was e earliest so far.. heng mr ng decided not to torture us..
today PE run 3 rounds.. heng again.. 3/1 and 3/6 all run 2.4km.. only we so shiok.. dunno why.. but some ppl run 1 round only! stop at e pri sch there.. so smart.. zao zhi dao i should stop too.. cos i stomach cramp today.. running that time pain ar~ :X
iynix came welcome me when i reached home.. den we went to sleep together.. on my bed.. :D hehehe.. only woke up at 5+... v shuang.. den we went downstairs and slack somemore.. came back home watch tv.. tml still got ndp.. need to tie that complicating scorpion.. hais.. selection tml lehs.. stressed.. nvm la.. try my best lo..
one more week den holiday le.. so happy.. but last week for e term e sch oso dun wana let us go.. got e "red building dreams" test.. A maths test.. maybe will have chem re-test.. die ar.. ms ridz started giving holiday hmwk le.. a huge load of questions from TYS.. win lo.. next week other teachers will start giving hmwk too.. hais..

*life is so meaningless now.. everyday seems e same.. dun even have time to take a break..*

*][wint][*

WWIII

2005-03-02T07:58:00.000-08:00

yes.. it is e same time again.. 12am.. i am still alive.. today is e 4th consecutive day i am sleeping after 12.. already starting to feel ma mu liaox.. writing blog after 12 is already sort of a habit.. today had to sleep late becos of all e hmwk i owed e teachers.. everyone can sleep early.. no one is online now.. i am e only one!!! they sleep so earli~ too bad.. i have a v v v tight plan this week.. today cannot even go home immediately after sch.. cos need to go BISHAN! argh!!! so tired already still need to go so far.. this equals to disaster.. and i had to do A maths on e mrt!!! cos cannot waste time mah.. still got geog.. E maths.. Eng and hist. all have to be completed by today.. speaking of mrt.. i so angry! met that weird ang mo.. he sat beside me on e mrt.. den kept looking at me doing maths.. i was looking at my frens working cos i was unclear.. and i followed her steps one by one.. until he spoke to me.. he told me, "this is SO SIMPLE! why do have to look at ur fren's paper?" i ignore him but he kept on blabbering.. i was so fed up.. thinking why are u so busybody? i stupid cannot ar? u say SIMPLE u do for me lo! but i din say out.. cos i was wearing sch u.. cannot say anyth wrong.. so in e end i jus walked off la.. so sway.. wo na li de zui ta?

*nitee*

WWII

2005-03-01T00:16:00.000-08:00

i survived through WWI today.. miracle.. i slept merely 4 hours+ onli!!~ that was someth i would not wana do again.. this week has 5 WWs.. one passed.. 4 left.. today had to study for HMT class test for tml!?!?! at e same time.. i had to finish 20+ A maths Qs!!! e most impt thing is i have cca today.. until abt 6.. go home le still can do what? see e A maths wana faint liao.. i am lacking a lot of sleeeeep! and now is 12am le.. me and wankee decided not to do A maths liaox.. cos that is an impossible mission.. nv faint during guides already v good le..
today i v sway lehx.. stomach ache without knowing what caused e pain.. made me suffer a lot during footdrill.. shimah gave those ndp ppl one to one special and extra training.. v scary.. but fun.. :D in e end went home le wana dieeee.. soOOoOo tired... but den no time to sleep liaox.. so nvm lo.. study study study.. dunno what i reading abt.. all enter e brain den respiration.. all come out again!! [i am starting to tok nonsense again..] so that is an indication for me to end soon..
tml still need to go girl guide HQ buy things needed for ndp.. wah lao.. i sure doze off in mrt de.. today almost fall asleep during HMT.. after that still got soOoOo much hmwk to be competed.. eng.. GEOG! and bla bla bla bla............ zzZZzzZz...

*snoring*

+[ah guan]+ half dead..

i wan to ZzZzZzZz...

2005-02-28T09:07:00.000-08:00

heeeeeeeeeeeeeelp~ it is 1am+ le.. couldn't believe i actually studied for geog common test until now.... i feel like dying now.... zZzZzZzZzZzZzzz.. i want my bed.. i am still studying.. haven finish.. left workbook haven touch.. maaaaaaaaaaa... although read le in e end will oso forget.. haixxx.. is there any other ways to study geog other den memorising??? no ba.. *ans my own Q*
my situation now is not v good.. brain damage le.. oso dunno what am i toking abt.. think i study le den tml everyth sure forget.. den common test not enough time.. den i panic.. den i couldn't write anyth.. den i will FAIL~ (paiseh.. i think i start toking rubbish..)
nvm.. let me end this entry fast and get into bed!!! so long time nv try to stay up so late.. i mus thank wankee for giving me so much stress.. cos i see her so enthu and hardworking.. den peer pressure.. muahaha..
in less den 7 hours time is common test le.. fail le la.. tml after common test u will see me like half dead corpse.. float here and there.. wait till after sch.. GIRL GUIDES! footdril!?!?!? win lo.. later i faint in front of them ar..~ den go home le start WWII.. hmt is next!!!!!!! den maths oso haven doOoOo.. dun dare to imagine le..
nitex

_[*wint*]_

my first entry...

2005-02-27T18:54:00.000-08:00

phew..~ jus created an account yest and finally got time to post something up today.. haha.. i wana thank wankee for teaching and guiding me along e way to create my blog.. [shimu!~] and oso astrea's comp.. cos i used her comp sign up de.. :D *sounds like acknowledgements.. :X*
a few hours after i create my blog.. which was yest nitee.. i became e teacher and helped my neighbour xinyi created one too.. lolx.. only got to bed at 1 someth..

i couldn't believe that i did not touch my since fri till today morning only.. had been so slack this weekend.. :X yest morning went yuhua sec with hui shin.. wankee.. astrea and fion for e ndp briefing.. we got a whole list of training shedule all lined up properly and nicely.. i knew my sat will be gone from next week onwards.. after 7 weeks still need to go what nee soon camp to train.. sianx diao~ and lastly padang.. this year ndp held at padang.. not national stadium le.. den means we will not be resting at indoor stadium anymore le!!! and they so stingy.. each person only give one tix.. preview somemore.. haixxx.. one tix who can go?? and hor.. their requirements are so strict.. have to wear boots for every training.. e worst part.. need to tie 2 scorpion!!!! look so nerdy.... haix.. for e next 2 weeks there will be selections.. they going to divide us into e actual marching contigent and reserve contigent.. of cos i hope all of us can get into e actual one.. if not train so hard for wat.. :D

after e briefing.. our stomach were screaming for food.. so we went kfc and da bao to astrea's house to eat!!! but our main aim is not to eat at her house.. hehehe.. we wana watch seed of chucky!! NC16 de.. but dun care la.. in e end me and wankee screamed e loudest and e most no. of times.. :D cos it is so violence and......... haix.. dun say le..
astrea's hse was soOoOoOoOOoo fun! u would not believe how many vcd she have.. so many boxes of moviessss!!!!!! pei fu pei fu.. and got a lot of tidbits.. we almost finish her whole box of sweets.. muahaha.. we even asked her to cook maggie mee for us.. paiseh ar.. next time come my hse eat.. we oso played her PS II hehehe.. we played all e way to 7 someth lehs.. whatever geog test.. bio test or hmt tests all threw aside..

but today will die.. woke up at 8 someth and did all hmwk except maths.. cos i need to wait for my "tuition teacher", ong xinyi a.k.a iynix to teach me.. [my another shi mu] now going to 7 le.. i only finished all my hmwk.. haven start my revision.. think no hope le.. think i write enough le ba.. too much.. i'll stop den..

byexxx

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