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Sunday, July 10, 2005

one week passed so quickly.. and it is NDP today again.. haix.. it was quite a tough training for me as i jus confirmed i am not pregnant.. (u know rite.. i am lame..) den my life is v difficult at padang.. where toilet breaks are limited.. and e whole place is so stuffy and warm.. how do i survive?

had cramps e whole morning.. and din have appetite to eat that "delicious" lunch.. pain pain pain.. is what i know.. my face was quite black.. first run was damn disaster.. they asked us to march in so many times under that blazing sun.. siao.. it was nv so hot before.. and we marched and marched and marched.. until they shuang.. i endured all e way and din fall out.. yay~

when went back to holding area that time felt better.. not much pain liao.. and we had ice MILO .. whoa.. shuang.. muahaha.. dinner was untouched too.. all 4 of us couldn't eat that thing.. and we decided to briing home e dinner.. and went e NE show.. where e innocent pri 5s come to watch e parade.. only half came.. cos e venue too small and seats are limited.. so e NE show is divided to 2 times..
it was quite fun.. to watch e parachute and planes flew past.. den finally it is over.. and it is go home time! we ate our dinner on e bus~ v interesting.. by that time we were all hungry..

reached home quite early.. den heard a devsastating news.. one of e guy on e parachute was blown away by wind and landed too fast.. unfortunately.. he broke his lower limb.. v poor thing lehs.. that means he cannot participate in this activity anymore.. even he has recovered.. he participated in NDP 7 times liao and had ard 850 flights.. whao.. really sad.. i pray for him..

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neberr.enddingg.lurrvee at 12:10 AM
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Saturday, July 02, 2005

suddenly feel like blogging.. thou i feel so sleepy sia.. hahaz..

today got ndp rehearsal again.. this is e 2nd time we went padang.. heng nv make us wear full u cos e sun is blazing high in e afternoon.. l0lx.. yest slept v earli.. before 10 lehs.. which is v surprising.. later e parade i stand until go hibernation.. hee.. oso cos e whole week i busy chiong holiday hmwk.. den not enough sleep..

woke up at 8.. feeling quite shuang.. den met up with e others go guide house earlier to buy badges for e company.. v the expensive lehs.. costed us $80++.. haix.. after that took bus to rest area.. in e end clashed with dragon boat fest.. so many ppl sia.. den we no place to sit lehs.. the YAs made us sit at a deserted glassland with numerous insects and spiders roaming around us.. it was a torture.. luckily they found a place for us.. although v restricted but at least better den e stupid grass.. l0lx..

we ate pizza for lunch.. shiok.. v nice.. pizza nice only.. e bread was.. erm.. hahax.. den we went for e v torturing run.. when the sun is shining overhead.. haix.. no choice.. as u know.. guides are v slow in everyth.. including walking to padang.. that's why we ended up running all e way.. singing some songs oso.. siao.. sweating like mad.. but reach there better.. drank some H2O and popped sweets in my mouth for e glucose.. haha..
they made us did e march in 3 times!!!!!!!!! so bad one.. 3rd time we stood for abt 15-20min.. it seemed longer when standing under e sun.. tried hard to open my eyes.. feeling so warm.. like fying myself using e heat from e sun.. i need water! when i suddenly realised that e red cross beside us had chance to drink water although they were standing in sediya position!!!! their trainers passed water to them!!!!!!!!! arghhh!!!! i tried not to look but it was really tempting..

finally that run was over and we went back to our holding area.. dun understand why we were always rushing and running.. this time we moved back to our original place.. cos those ppl go liao.. hahax.. went to get milo and saw my les.. caibao.. after that managed to stuffed e dinner in my mouth and went for e last run..~

e last run was funn! cos is full run.. like full run more.. cos there is no sun!! saw e parachutes.. den our turn.. i glanced at e choir for entertainment.. if not sure die of bordem.. today got some ppl watching.. they quite enthu.. got cheer for ppl.. e plane part was so0o0o0o loud that my ear drums nearly broke.. l0l.. it was finally over.. and we went back.. again run+walk back.. maybe becos e army officer legs too long liaox.. walk too fast.. he walk fast=we run..
before we left e place.. we were issued e new set of uniform.. dun think they so good lo.. cos that is for LOAN only.. haha.. they say guide house no $$$.. excuses lo..

i seriously think that we went in e wrong bus.. as in all e v v v enthu ones were in e same bus as us.. den they were like so0o0o0o hyper when i was trying to get some silence.. they sing sing sing.. and cheer cheer cheer.. think they were even louder den the airplanes.. l0lx.. today no energy.. if not might enthu with them..
finally got back to jurong east mrt station.. which is jus 15min away from my house..

whoa.. jus realised now so late le.. i wana go sleep l0oo! nite nite.. zZzZzZzZzz..

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neberr.enddingg.lurrvee at 11:48 PM
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel so happi today.. cos i finally get to see JAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shuang~~~~~~~~~~~ muahahaha..

today guides quite ok.. made them wear full u.. for no reason.. hee.. i took pics of guides when they are marching.. hahax.. they had no choice but to let me take cos in squad CANNOT move.. muahaha.. take until v shuang.. taught sec ones a new command.. but few came only.. rui yin.. ping tian and hui ping went for dental check up den din come back for guides le.. blehx.. but dun think can escape.. next time still muz stay back and redo what we did today.. those nv bring beret kena punished.. write lines and 1500 word essay.. haix.. poor thing.. but next time they will rmb..
after marching.. went for lessons.. 3 ppl teach together still took abt 2 and a half hours.. they took test straight away.. v diff sia.. sure many ppl fail de..cos nv pay attention in class!!!!!!!!

after guides.. me.. huishin and wankee went for NPCC's POP.. it was quite a disaster for them cos..
1. it was raining
2. they allow ppl to wear home clothes with asking permisssion from mrs terrance.. as a result.. all ppl wearing home clothes were chased home..
3. few ppl watched their parade and performance..
4. too much food..

because of not wearing sch based clothes.. shimah they all we not allowed to go sch.. they had to watch their parade from the HDB flat opp. sch..lolx.. they oso made us take refreshments for them to eat.. hahax.. quite fun.. stupid guard ar.. so strict..

den i went to meet cai bao to go see initial D actors.. including JAY.. edison.. shawn yue.. Ah B.. and Anthony wong..
we went orchard mrt to meet with fion and cyc.. (in e end he really got go..) den fion led us to shaw house there.. we arrived at ard 6pm.. already got lots of ppl!!!!!!!!! quite scary.. and confusing.. cos there is a long 200m red carpet walk and a stage.. we decided to stay at e stage there.. found a comfatable area to stand and started our wait..we were quite near e stage.. can c v clearly.. a lot better den i thought.. hahax..

an hour and a half passed.. finally got pei fen and li yi came up the stage to entertain us.. leg pain already.. but endure.. they tok tok tok non-stop.. for a long time.. den got 933 and 98.7 DJs came to watch e preview as well.. argh.. i dun hav e tix.. haix.. den they started to give out gifts by asking Qs.. we wasn't interested.. first to come was edison with his 2 bosses.. edison is CUTEEE.. although a bit bold.. still quite cute la.. he tok in chi very e weird.. lolx.. den he v nice to his fans de.. got shake hand.. took photos and sign autographs to those "lucky" ones standing at e red carpet.. so i din get a chance..

up next was Ah B.. zhong zheng tao.. sian diao..~

and shawn yue~ oso quite cute.. but i was already dying of waiting so long for jay..

den Anthony wong.. wear v tight clothes.. blehx.. :X

expectedly.. jay was e last~~~~~~ but e most exciting part!!! SHUAI sia!~ first time seeing him.. shuang! he look weirder den i thought.. wore flowery shirt.. got moustache.. hee.. looks more man.. head is bigger den i thought.. and.. e weiredest thing is that he looks taller in person!!! can see v clearly from my place.. my eyes focused on him for ard 5 mins.. and he went.. blehx..

after that.. it was 9++ liao.. we decided to go cineleisure and eat.. jap food.. and someth gross happened.. cyc could not finish his soup and guess wat.. we started adding "ingredients" in it.. including wasabi.. lemon.. e sauce.. fish.. ice.. etc to it and played scissors paper stone.. e loser will drink it.. wha lao.. gross lo.. and e "lucky" person is caibao.. gong xi gong xi.. she drank but started to vomit.. yuck..
* for those reading my blog.. for ur own safety.. u are not encouraged to try this experiment.. =)

neberr.enddingg.lurrvee at 11:54 PM
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Monday, June 20, 2005

haix.. holiday going to over le.. arghhhh.. like nv even rest.. still got one more week to chiong all my hmwk.. (untouched..) lolx.. sian.. oso got 2 projects doing in process.. hist and geog.. sian lo.. all humanities.. spent my whole day reading thru that stupid germany hist book.. looking for my source.. but yi wu suo you.. others all found theirs liaox.. from e net.. but dunno why i feel like finding one from book.. if not all from net v weird.. hais.. tml still have to write a write up on that source.. sian diao..
and now is 2.23am.. and i am still using e com.. writing my blog.. all thanks to my les.. who is now using MY phone to tok.. -_-" more den an hour passed le.. i am waiting for her.. waiting for her..
cai bao came to do e heymath tests.. siao one.. all so difficult.. got 11 in total man! argh................ have to chiong next time.. see her do i more excited..
now trying to force my eyes open.. thinking of initial D.. muahaha.. tot can see jay on tues.. but... but... but... but... but... stupid N***!!!!!!!! actually can go queue earlier but because of them... i have to go later!!!!! grrrrrr......
finally................... finally................. she hang e phone le!!!!!!!! celebration!!!! muahahaha.. the time is 2.28am.. morning!
she now got a lot of energy~ win lo.. got to do heymath again.. haix.. haix.. byexxxxx...

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neberr.enddingg.lurrvee at 2:30 AM
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Saturday, May 28, 2005

holidays is here but i am not at all happy.. so long nv update blog le... cos v busy and sian.. today i supposed to go ndp de.. budden stomach ache.. now still v pain la.. *u know what hor..* actually i feel like going cos firstly.. i scared later learn new things den i dunno.. but i know my ndp mates will help me look out de.. secondly.. i being e i/c should yi shen zuo ze ma.. feel v guilty if i dun go.. it is damn pain now.. wana scold valgur liaox~ but luckily now come.. if camp come hor.. i die.. muahaha..

yest took back my results.. sux lo.. my grades dropped so much since last year.. had to bring my grandma to sch for e parent teacher meet in order to get back my report book.. so ma fan.. den mrs yeo and mrs ng and my grandma start to blah blah blah.. say my eng not good.. chem not good.. A maths not good.. wah lao.. why teachers and parents nv wana mention e better subj and focus on all e bad ones.. but mrs yeo and mrs ng had to speak chi.. sounded v werid.. hee.. but my gran got influenced by them and started to nag nag nag.. asking me to study.. diao.. so sian.. that is a "great thing" e principal did to arrange this meet the parents session..

basically.. i am extremely not satisfied with my results this year.. now my class position is 10.. wat e.. cqy is 6 lehs.. i used to beat him de.. now.. hais.. my L1R5 is 14.. again sux.. but what mrs yeo said in e report book is v funny.. she say i v quiet!!!!! dotx.. nvm.. she did not have enough communication with us..

recently quite busy over girl guides thingy.. but not as busy as poor wankee.. she sort of has to plan everyth.. i oso dunno how to help out.. cos my com v lousy.. dun even have microsoft word or printer.. can only help her to brainstorm.. sorry hor.. feel v guilty.. nvm.. i will help u shout in camp ba.. my grands will help to cook 2 lunches during e camp.. arigato! and i would like to thank wankee for being such a good leader and had to plan a lot of things on her own.. THANK YOU! =P
actually being an ex-co is nothing good.. u can try asking wankee.. plan every training.. camp and kena all e scolding from teachers.. after every training.. we are the most tired ppl.. cos all brain cells burst liao.. esp training this company.. what we want is jus self discipline.. this is e most impt task a uniform group have to fulfill and yet.. i dun think we have it.. that's why we need to train them.. i hope they wun hold gruges against us after e camp but most likely it will happen.. nvm.. let's look on e bright side.. and hope nth goes wrong in e camp..

][guan having stomach ache][

neberr.enddingg.lurrvee at 9:30 AM
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Saturday, May 14, 2005

finally.. we only left e last paper.. bio.. we have 3 days to study.. but others end their exams on fri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den they have 3 days of freedom before us!~ grrr....
last week's exams was quite a disaster..

**mon**

chemistry.. my zhi ming shang.. think i will fail chem again.. i studied for it but i jus cannot finish e paper.. left a whole Q blank.. 10+ marks.. den oso got a lot dunno how to do de.. 1h 30min got 3 booklets to complete.. where got like that de.. mrs yeo wana stretch us so much ar? my hands were trembling when doing e paper.. almost wana cry out le.. haix.. do i have to console myself that it is still e "transition period" now..

**tues**

another scary subj.. A maths.. tues after sch me and wankee met ms tan and we had last min tuition.. bwahaha.. den whole day did maths and nth but maths.. mrs leong set de lehs.. no need to think oso will know how "easy" can it be.. hais.. in e end.. it came out to be what we expected.. weird Qs.. left e last Q undone.. dunno what it toking abt.. hais.. but i tried my best to finish it..

**wed**

maths again.. E maths.. actually frankly speaking.. maths was e easiest to prepare for exams.. all u have to do is keep on practising and practising.. no need to memorise anyth except e formulas.. haha.. this time round no ms tan to help us.. but less stress cos not mrs leong set de.. muahaha... paper 1 came out to be easy.. easy but easy to have careless mistakes as well.. hais.. but paper 2 was.. diao.. much tougher.. dunno whether i drew e graph correctly.. hais.. dun care..
**thurs**

this was when memory work comes again..
ss and cme.. went to memorise e countries divided again.. den read conflicts among countries.. dun think i can understand.. hope it wun come out.. but it did.. wat de.. somemore came out for source based.. die lor.. anyhow do.. jus knew that i was writing and writing non-stop.. dun wana repeat e same mistake for hist.. cos cannot finish hist.. luckily got finish in time.. hope i din miss out anyth.. cme paper was quite slack.. finished in abt 15min.. den went to sleep.. raffeak (dunno whether spelt correctly..) invigilated us.. he sux lor.. scolded us over small small matters.. like white board nv clean.. den got one piece of paper in e floor oso wana scold.. wah lao.. discipline teacher have e privilage to anyhow scold students ar? scold scold scold.. later one day he no voice ar.. haha.. after exams.. wankee and huishin came my house and we slacked for sometime.. whole day did nth but slack.. haha..

**fri**

e ndp in charge msg me.. we got training on wed!!!!!!!!!!!!! tian ar.. they change sat to wed..diao.. but one good thing is.. we can pon sch!!! muahaha.. no la.. actually is leave sch at 10am.. shuang.. but go home at nite.. diao.. den ah bao called me say ms ritz finished marking geog le.. no one from out class failed!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!! heng ar.. it seems like our class is stronger in humanities.. hee.. i heard ms tan oso finish marking our E maths paper.. haix.. wo dui bu qi ta.. lol..
started a bit on bio.. cos i slept until 1.30pm!! hee.. lazy pig.. wankee and huishin went lib nv call me!! yao si ar.. nvm la.. jk..

**sat**

continued to study bio lo.. so sian.. heard that it is quite a tough paper.. but jus dun gave me 3 booklets again.. haha.. like how to finish? hais.. nvm.. so many days of exams i managed to struggle thru.. now left one more day.. jia you!

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neberr.enddingg.lurrvee at 3:56 PM
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Sunday, May 08, 2005

to update on u guys.. i'll write a short entry... paiseh ar.. so long nv update.. cos now having exam fever.. struggling thru each and every subj.. e worst had already passed.. eng.. HMT.. geog and hist.. couldn't rmb how i survived through.. amazing.. haha..
tml is my zhi ming shang.. chem paper.. i never pass chem before.. and now is MYE.. dun have any confidence at all.. at most fail again den mus well drop this subj.. hais.. if i manage to pass.. it will be a moment to rmb.. haha..
after chem still got 2 deadly subj.. A and E maths..
den social studies..
and bio..
follow by freedom.. muahaha..
think too far le.. =(

oh yar.. btw.. today is mother's day!
happy mother's day to my lao ma who is now still in america.. take care!

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neberr.enddingg.lurrvee at 6:40 PM
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